Star

It's the middle of the night
and I can't sleep
She just left me
and her smells are everywhere
In my sheets, on my fingers, cock, and eyes
Tangled in my crumpled hair
and sticky in my mouth
Mixed with sage smoke, incense.
Cigaretello smell and coconut oil
The rooms too hot…

…As the air pours in
Through this window opened underwater
rushes in and steams
as it collides with the hot iron walls and superheated floor
Still red from upside-downed climaxing
cooling my fevered neck and chest
freezing me solid
and allowing me to fall
shatter to my rest