Perfect for you

I was perfect for you
the original clean white dream
carried over and waiting for you
since the womb
Like it was my destiny
I've bore my love for you
Sacrificed for your touch
Wasted all my sleeping hours in trying to understand

Why you left me waiting
and how you can not know
That your cynicism of love has left my dreams in wreckage
taken my still waking fairytales along with my purity
How you could take the one person who you say you believe in
and be so careless

I was perfect for you
I was a believer and an un-tainted soul
Was a goddess in my loving you
since the first time
like it was my destiny
I've held my pain for you
alone while trying to be whole
Wasted all my sleeping hours in trying to understand

Why I'm not your everything
and how can you not know
That I am more trapped by my love
than you have ever been by your promises to me
how could you know all this
and be so careless